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I'm finding it really hard to get motivated today.
Do you ever have days where it feels like your carrying the whole world on your shoulders? This is one of those days.
I've got a second job at a chinese restaurant, which starts tomorrow, but I'm not too sure about it; it all seems a little less than above board. I'll just have to see how things go tomorrow before making up my mind. Of course the money would be handy, even if they might want to pay me less than award rate... Things haven't been this economically strained before and it's really stressing me out. What with those three weeks in November where I was on placement and couldn't work, my rego due and christmas coming up, things are really tight.
Plus I miss him. Now don't go thinking I'm about to tell you who he is, that wouldn't be right, even though I'm fairly certain noone I know is reading this. It's strange that I miss him this much though, I've spent longer without seeing him than this in the past, but there has always been the prospect of seeing him again really soon, whereas this time I have three whole months to wait before I will probably discover that he isn't who he was when he left.
Anyway, I've had my purge now and I really must start doing something constructive. Centrelink here I come, to stand in a queue for an hour just to hand in my healthcare card form no doubt.
Tschuess.
posted by Sherbey @ 4:38 PM
5 Comments:
ok, i was being visited by a black cloud when i wrote this, don't take it too seriously.
You'd be suprised who reads this. ;)
I did already know you'd read it Martin. Lionel told me. Hey, You know it all anyway, and frankly it's nothing I wouldn't have told people anyway, had I been allowed to at the time of writing.
*grumbles* Lionel and his big mouth *grumbles* Well, that certainly ruined the suprise of it all. ;)
LOL, I know all about Lionel and his big mouth! He's the one who asked for all the secrecy, but then went and told practically everyone.
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